Venting

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I don't know what else to do right now. No sleep, no food in my house, no car, no plan. I don't know what the hell im supposed to do about college. I have turned nothing in yet, people have already gotten in, i don't know where i want to go my counselor gave me new places to look at so im pretty much back to where i started and i still dont know what to do and im so aggrivated im writing in run on sentences! Stupid stupid future planning. I hate it. senior year is supposed to be easier. I cant even do my math. calc is not possible, it has no functions in ANYBODY'S life. my stupid teacher who cant even teach it because she's "learning as she goes" doesn't even need it and shes a math major! its not relavent. i feel so helpless in that class and i cant stand it. I don't know how im gonna take a whole year of that crap. even with that curve i still have a c in that class. when and if i ever get into college, im screwing myself over this stupid !@%$#@% class!
sorry for you who have heard me rant about it before. Its pretty much whats getting me down. Puts me in a wickedly great mood for this class.... wow i can feel the sarcasm leaking out of the computer. Sorry Jaws, i'll try to wipe it up before leaving.